Wednesday, September 14
u may not reply or say anything. but i stil want to say dis.
From this incident, it is evidence that you still cannot forget her and she is one of knots in your heart. You cannot seem to put her away or get her out of your mind.
Firstly, when **** broke the news to you about her you "could not even concentrate" on the things you were supposed to do. This shows that she is on your mind. Although you denied it when someone asked you so, denying something is the first sign that something happening to you. Thus, you cannot forget her.
Next, you probably did not realise it but you flew off right after class was dismissed. I saw you in the parade square with your friends. That was one of the times you all were talking about her. When i saw your friend in the canteen, she said something to me and soon after you asked if she "[told me] anything" more than one time. This emphasizes your "anixousness" as you repeated the question.
Moreover, you acted as if you want to scream and let it out when you were jumping in the canteen. You "[needed] a stressball" to calm down. This portrays how you really feel about her. When her name was mentioned you just cannot be calm. This proves that what you said was about forgeting her was only "kong hua".
Furthermore, when ******* called her, you almost went to hide behind the wall. The fact that you wanted to hide away tells that you are shy infront of her. Your actions proves that you still cannot untie the knots in your heart. When **** heard *******'s voice, she sort of knew what that was for and was very "automatic" too. This infers that even a person with that status knows about you.
Lastly, when I invited her for ______, you told me you will _______. You admitted that she has something got to do with you. Maybe like what **** said, your relationship with her is not what people like 7 thinks. However the truth is you cannot forget her that easily.
In conclusion, it is not impossible to forget her because you really should. But if you really want to, you better start now, this very minute, as the path will be hard i believe.
ok. get the whole thing. dunno y i wanted to write dis but it jus cane to my mind.
17:09
Thursday, September 8
well.
went 2 jy's house today..
i jus wnt blog surfing.
saw tat quite alot of ppl were lookin forward 2 e gathering..
oops. it was kinda dissapointing for e fact we couldnt hav brownies co there was electricity breakdown..
hoho. but nvm la. we had FUN rite????
jy gav us a scare when she climbed frm her kitchen to her bedroom through e window..
n somehow we were nt allowed 2 intrude in her privacy of her cupboard. hoho
haha.. den we played pool.
k i suck at it.. totally
kk muz do hw.. n study..
cos got bout 20++++ more days to study le. omg..
n everyone's lik "kk muz study muz study"
but i haven even finish hw..
o wel.. wil n muz do at least e impt ones..
hee
yah.
19:39
Thursday, September 1
i dunno if its really u.
u seem diff..
i dunnno
i hope u haven't betrayed the trust i placed in u..
it seems weird. really weird.
*take note of time of post
k mayb if u asked wad i was talkin about.
i would say i really dunno cos i was confused. haha
16:04